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2009-05-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

what is the point,
of me trying.
when all it results in,
is me crying.

i try so hard
to be joyful.
i try so hard
to be helpful.

but a hurtful
word from you,
and my sadness
grew and grew

i give up,
trying to help.
i give up,
caring about how you felt.

you hurt me first,
i'll hurt you back.
it isnt a question,
its a matter of fact.

if you dont want me there,
i'll leave you alone.
if you call me,
i wont answer the phone.

its your own fault,
not mine.
that now i act
like everything's fine

you've hurt me now,
you cant take it back.
i don't want to listen,
to your truthless facts.

leave me alone,
or you'll be sorry.
now go away,
and dont say sorry.

cause its too late,
way too late.
it ends this way,
it is our fate.

copyrighted wenzhi.

2009-05-04T20:35:00.001+08:00

The little queen all golden
Flew hissing at the sea.
To stop each wave
Her clutch to save
She ventured bravely.

As she attacked the sea in rage
A holderman came nigh
Along the sand
Fishnet in hand
And saw the queen midsky.

He stared at her in wonder
For often he'd been told
That such as she
Could never be
Who hovered there, bright gold.

He saw her plight and quickly
He looked up the cliff he faced
And saw a cave
Above the wave
In which her eggs he placed

The little queen all golden
Upon his shoulder stood
Her eyes all blue
Glowed of her true
Undying gratitude

- The Fire Lizard Song

2009-04-29T19:01:00.003+08:00

you never know whats coming
in spite of all your cunning
the memories that hit me
while walking past a tree
the old school life was better
though now it is sadder

thinking of the old times
it was like a ticking mine
the sadness that overcomes me
and i grip for support on the tree
i'll never forget my old days
though there are always new ways

the friends who surrounded
and now all astounded
by how much everything has changed
and there is nobody to blame
the trip outside with friends
are all now like fiends

the dreams so long ago
are all like forgotten cream
rotted away at the core
there is nothing more
the piercing wind like a knife
could steal away your life

-wenzhiq
this is an original poem.

2009-04-28T17:18:00.002+08:00

28.4.09, Tuesday

argue all you want
in your own little world
i dont really care anymore
if you carry on
i might as well not be there

spare a thought for others
your hurting them all
trapped in the middle
between 2 friends
what do i do
to protect myself
to solve everything

and i decided
since you want to
argue that much
i dont really want
to care that much
think about your
actions, emotions

im caught in the middle
and i dont know what to do
i shall not really care
for you are not aware
that you are hurting others
for your selfish reasons

- wenzhiq

2009-03-24T12:00:00.002+08:00

wheeeeeeee! i have finally decided to update my blog due to high demands! whooo! there was some weird person on my tagboard that said that i cant go on using school comp or he'll be "watching" me. haha. i deleted it. how interesting. thank you wonderful people for spamming my tag board. and i discovered, germaine neo FINALLY stopped tagging everyday. hahaha. im so insane. got nothing to do, so im updating in school! ultimate boredom. i have not done my art! im doomded. i have today to do my art. i think can finish. hopefully. if i spend all my time on it. haha. wheee. shall not talk further. byee.

2008-12-09T17:39:00.002+08:00

I went to japan, osaka ; tokyo, so i have not been updating. and im also too lazy. and people are scolding me on my tag board. so yeah. im updating now. jap trip was fun. universal studio was okay. disneyland ROCKED. and the food they served was okay too. the teachers gave me STRESS. i will not elaborate. because i dont feel like it. and i dont want to blame them all. haha. and fine. i'll try to start updating again. and deon, germaine, shuenlin and all the other people. you dont have to JUMP DOWN MY THROAT just because i havent been updating. sheesh. and after i come back i didnt feel well. had a slight fever sore throat bad cough. x_X then on saturday. i went to zhen hui b day party. i went there at 3. and she came at 4. WTH? how can the host be 1 hour late. and later at her party i didnt feel well. so i was resting. and then SOMEONE whose name i shall not state. whacked me on the head while i was resting and they were playing whacko. it hurt like HELL. you stupid dumbass. idiot. and i know my attitude is changing. so shut up. (: and im bored. and the gift i got zhen hui and clar is the same. clar didnt go to the party so i passed it to germ who will in turn pass it to clar. and i think germ will scold me for shortening her name the wrong way. i already finished the disneyland cookies. left one more box. and i havent given out the keychains. dunno who to give to. and i know people will say give to me after they read this. i know your minds. i will NOT give it to you. im feeling tired. and bored. and tired. and i dont feel like updating. and tomorrow i have tuition. dont feel like going. hah. have been playing games. xuan yi is ACCUSING me of IGNORING her. its cause im playing my game! is it a crime to forget to change to busy once in a while? i know some of you do. and jerry im going to link you after i write finish my post. and i havent finished my reflection of teachers for the trip. GAH. i'll never finish. end of post!

2008-10-28T20:01:00.002+08:00

Yay. this is sooo fun. haha. i went home and fell asleep. rare occurance! at school me, reuby, xuan yi and shuen lin played cheat. we took aunteh nai's cards and he didnt even realise. haha. so dumb. nothing to do luh. i think mrs yeo is angry cause too noisy. then during pe go play with 6B. lost the matches. haha. if next time play dodgeball no need throw ball. just dance around the court dodging can alr. then let the 6B people angry. xD then afterwards i borrowed denyse's cards and clarissa joined us this time. reuben is so lousy at cheat. haha. i kept finding out when he cheated then his cards was like. getting more and more. LOUSY! dont wanna write too long. fill up with nonsense. then shuen lin will scold me for writing so long then so much rubbish also. rofl. came back and read book and play game. i discovered i have to go for japanese lessons this sat. will take the whole day. so unfair. haha. btw P6's, scouts are recruiting :D so join now. guys only. haha. i know all you girls wanna join. xD pfft. after i come P6 then is like, the week ends are non-existant. always got something on. haha. complain complain! I SUGGEST THE SCHOOL AIRCONDITIONS THE WHOLE SCHOOL! its too hot. haha. but then ltr people complain too cold. DECIDE MAN! would you rather be too cold or too hot? xD im spouting nonsense again. haha. xuan yi keeps forcing me to buy green tea for her and i just rmb shuen lin must pay $1. HAHA. end of post! nothing to say!

2008-10-27T20:10:00.002+08:00

Interesting. i've been browsing through a few peoples blog. tag some and didnt tag some and i just discovered that xuanyi mentioned me in her blog. and that she doesnt have a tag board. haha. so bored. nothing to do. morning woke up at like 7 and discovered that my phone wouldnt on. turn out it was flat. haha. went to charge. btw deon pek chun kiat. invite me to your blog. why make it private? and update the p6a blog more. its ROTTING. haha. then at 7.30 my family decided to go out for breakfast. we left the house at 8.30 because my mother and sisters were using their laptops for work. i know my mother was working but my sisters were playing. lol. then after breakfast we went to novena square to shop for shoes for my sister and maybe black shoes for me to act as scout shoes. couldnt find black ones. my sister found shoes for herself though. went to food court for lunch and my mother ordered too much food. haha. was arguing with my mother about going to the cinema alone. she wouldnt budge. thinking of watching high school musical 3 to pass time. i was thinking maybe invite some friends then after movie go lunch or something. haha. came home and started reading books. x_x after psle and p6 camp nothing to do already lor. when is the statue walk thingy? i forgot. tell me lehs. haha. sun yue went back to china. will miss her. D: hope can meet her next year. or maybe we all organise x'mas party at ANOTHER person's house and invite everyone. i dont feel like getting my house trashed by timothy and i dont want another person sliding down the stairs and crashing into glass. havent replaced it yet. lol. and timothy spoiled the keyboard. havent made him pay. should i send him a bill? xD you guys should update more. i think im the only person that updates on a nearly daily basis and with so much also. haha. anyways people dont you sleep. i see people posting at like midnight. haha. no wonder always so tired in school. so irritating. i wanted to watch show then like all the adults took all the tvs and were all watching the SAME show. then the show ended just as the show i wanted to watch ended. didnt get to see. so saaad. we need more tv's. haha. lets all be gay and dance around. whee. see you guys tmr i guess. haha. end of post!

2008-10-26T18:02:00.002+08:00

Whee. P6 camp is over! wasnt so bad. haha. yay. i heard that our team won the best cheer? true? ehh. after the nature rumble i had to throw away my shoes! it died. so saddd. now i sort of miss the camp. haha. chuan sheng just asked me on msn who am i. lols. isnt my msn name obvious. i mean. its just my name with a q behind. haha. i keep jumping subjects! left camp on second day, after campfire cause got akela award interview the next day. dont need do clean up!haha. reached home at midnight and fell asleep IMMEDIATELY! the interview was okay. i think. lol. it was interesting. and i was nervous. btw peoples, you want me to add you at hotmail you can tell me your email at tag board. wheee. then yesterday after interview went to zhonghua for a campfire/gangshow. and its not really a show between two gangs. i dont know why they call it that. nearly fell asleep. haha. then today morning got up and got ready to go swimming with scouts at jurong east. was funnn! swimming swimming. havent swam in like 1 year. haha. swimming costume abit small x_X who cares bahs. then spent the bus ride there sms-ing people. haha. then went to eat lunch. i didnt really eat anything. i just bought a drink. wasnt that hungry. zoooming through the days. hardly even notice the time passing sometimes. hehe. i'll miss everyone once we go to secondary school. haha. anyways, chuan sheng is finally inviting me to his blog! im still waiting. haha. nothing else to write already! filling up space on the blog. cannot let it rot. then everyone complain to me. kk. byes. see you guys tues.

2008-10-21T19:59:00.002+08:00

Rawr! i wanna kill that chuan sheng. i sms-ed him and told him to accept my new email and to invite me to his blog at like 1.30pm. he replied me and said ok and now its 8 and he STILL hasnt done it. that liar. woke up this morning at 4am and discovered there was nothing to eat. so i baked a mini pizza. x_X then i went to play comp at 5am. haha. play till like 4 then stopped. then was afk~ nobody talk to me one lor. then xuanyi request alot of expensive gifts for like dunno how many events then she tell me go rob the bank use the money go buy for her. wth == and i also discovered that my handphone can hardly last half a day even on full battery. lousy! forgot to eat lunch and ate it at like 3pm. haha. and thanks for tagging my blog. some of you. and for chuang sheng if you ever read this. INVITE ME TO YOUR BLOG. why the hell do people even block their blogs to uninvited people. its sooo dumb. the point of a blog is to tell interesting events and keep in touch with people. how on earth do you do that if the person cant access your blog. wth. and whats with the 6a blog. its rotting and stupid and the background doesnt match it at all. stupid assholes. why did deon even create that. then he doesnt update. stupid. okay i know im ranting. but i think its fun to type non-stop. hahahaha. so after i changed email i only invited classmates and a few other people. so i have like 23 people on my list including 2 of my own emails. xD and i havent packed for the p6 camp! i dont think i have alot of the stuff. so are we supposed to go to school in uniform? pe? can anyone tell me? x_X im having fun typing nonsensical nonsense and filling up space. today wasnt even interesting at all. but im making a effort to like post everyday and btw people chances are i wont be able to post anything from this thursday to saturday. saturday maybe can. and denyse. although abit late. IT WAS A GREAT PARTY! and i had fun at the badminton matches though i didnt exactly play alot. i can actually HIT the shuttlecock. improvement. though i havent touched a racket since timothy's birthday.and HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN DENYSE!. this is the most i've typed as i dont usually find a place to type so much nonsense at one go. i think this is starting to look like a germaine-style post. haha. so fun. i keep repeating myself. wooooo. i wonder what we're doing tomorrow. i seem to be riding on a strange high. chances are it'll be gone in the morning. argghhh. and btw. i think the cbox is like. few hours ahead. whatever. doesnt actually matter anyway. i changed my msn name like 10 times today. cant find anything nice to stick to. hahaha! tag more people! and germaine you dont need to tag everyday. is anyone actually reading this anyway? and i have a question. if i died or just suddenly dissapeared, would you guys out there just forget me? or would you continue to remember me and wonder where i've gone. i want a answer people! okay? im really curious. and im so bored. dont wanna go p6 camp. you guys are buying trackpants for the p6 camp. i know some of you are. dont lie. anyway. i owe xuan yi a birthday present which reminds me i gotta bring the pen tomorrow for xuan yi. and i shall keep one for myself. got no more alr nehs. i like it. so bloody cute. haha. people out there admit it, you think im crazy sometimes. and i dont think i look handsome. i dont even look nice. but apparently people like me because im friendly. haha. easy to get along with and bully too. if its true tell me please. xD im getting bored. been typing for few minutes already. seeing this message get longer and longer and longer. is kids central replaced by okto? because i dont remember tuning to okto and kids central dissapeared. its not on air anymore. x_X humm. so many questions today. and i dont even think you guys will read. you'll squint at the small print. HAHAHAHAHAHA. i love you all. i wanna be bisexual! whoooo. better than being straight and gay? i dunno. haha. loves all my classmates and friends. end of post!

2008-10-20T15:54:00.003+08:00

Well..i've trying to keep the blog alive! and getting pissed off at wye kit for not inviting me to his blog. haha. i went to kuan yongs blog and read his post. apparently he doesnt like denyse's mum. i woke up this morning and made a new email! i invited all those in 6A. and those that i didnt not invite to my new email. you can add me. my new email is simplecomplexibility@hotmail.com and random people DO NOT add me. and dont send me unwanted emails. stupid spammers and chain emails. thats DUMB. seriously. woke up at 6 and started reading twilight again. haha. finished it this afternoon. speed reading! i went to tuition just now. sort of pissed that my tuition book is missing again. somebody at home keeps taking my foolscap and writing pads etc etc. i mean, i can put like 5 pads of foolscap in my cupboard. and the next day their gone. so irritating. then went to tuition and tuition teacher scolded me. x_x she wanted me to write a compo then i started talking to her about plane trips and got her started on how long some trips are etc etc. wasted like half an hour. still needed to write compo. but i didnt manage to complete it so i have to do it at home and bring it to her on wednesday. and when i got home my dog came out of the house, stretched and MIAOWED. so funny. laughed my head off. i still havent packed for the p6 camp though. too lazy. dont wanna go either. oh well. nothing much to add on. TAG ME DAMMIT. :D okays. end of post!

2008-10-19T18:25:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! I have finally created a blog. I'll try and maintain it. The possibility of it dying is high. xD I spent 2h 25min searching for a blogskin. and i know you might find it creepy. xD xuan yi was voluntering( i think i spelt wrongly ) to help me find a blogskin. rofl. i think i'll create a new email. i'll post it once i make it. Anyways. what inspired me to make this blog was germaine's. i saw her posts and i was practically dying with laughter. hahaha. Please tag. and sometimes remind me to update ._. i dont wanna go to P6 camp. sounds fun. but teachers make it sound like a place for torture. i've been there on scout camps. its okay there. but still. the teachers are attempting to creep us out. haha. end of post!