Saturday, May 30, 2009

what is the point,
of me trying.
when all it results in,
is me crying.

i try so hard
to be joyful.
i try so hard
to be helpful.

but a hurtful
word from you,
and my sadness
grew and grew

i give up,
trying to help.
i give up,
caring about how you felt.

you hurt me first,
i'll hurt you back.
it isnt a question,
its a matter of fact.

if you dont want me there,
i'll leave you alone.
if you call me,
i wont answer the phone.

its your own fault,
not mine.
that now i act
like everything's fine

you've hurt me now,
you cant take it back.
i don't want to listen,
to your truthless facts.

leave me alone,
or you'll be sorry.
now go away,
and dont say sorry.

cause its too late,
way too late.
it ends this way,
it is our fate.

copyrighted wenzhi.

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Monday, May 4, 2009

The little queen all golden
Flew hissing at the sea.
To stop each wave
Her clutch to save
She ventured bravely.

As she attacked the sea in rage
A holderman came nigh
Along the sand
Fishnet in hand
And saw the queen midsky.

He stared at her in wonder
For often he'd been told
That such as she
Could never be
Who hovered there, bright gold.

He saw her plight and quickly
He looked up the cliff he faced
And saw a cave
Above the wave
In which her eggs he placed

The little queen all golden
Upon his shoulder stood
Her eyes all blue
Glowed of her true
Undying gratitude

- The Fire Lizard Song

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

you never know whats coming
in spite of all your cunning
the memories that hit me
while walking past a tree
the old school life was better
though now it is sadder

thinking of the old times
it was like a ticking mine
the sadness that overcomes me
and i grip for support on the tree
i'll never forget my old days
though there are always new ways

the friends who surrounded
and now all astounded
by how much everything has changed
and there is nobody to blame
the trip outside with friends
are all now like fiends

the dreams so long ago
are all like forgotten cream
rotted away at the core
there is nothing more
the piercing wind like a knife
could steal away your life

-wenzhiq
this is an original poem.

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

28.4.09, Tuesday

argue all you want
in your own little world
i dont really care anymore
if you carry on
i might as well not be there

spare a thought for others
your hurting them all
trapped in the middle
between 2 friends
what do i do
to protect myself
to solve everything

and i decided
since you want to
argue that much
i dont really want
to care that much
think about your
actions, emotions

im caught in the middle
and i dont know what to do
i shall not really care
for you are not aware
that you are hurting others
for your selfish reasons

- wenzhiq

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

wheeeeeeee! i have finally decided to update my blog due to high demands! whooo! there was some weird person on my tagboard that said that i cant go on using school comp or he'll be "watching" me. haha. i deleted it. how interesting. thank you wonderful people for spamming my tag board. and i discovered, germaine neo FINALLY stopped tagging everyday. hahaha. im so insane. got nothing to do, so im updating in school! ultimate boredom. i have not done my art! im doomded. i have today to do my art. i think can finish. hopefully. if i spend all my time on it. haha. wheee. shall not talk further. byee.

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

I went to japan, osaka ; tokyo, so i have not been updating. and im also too lazy. and people are scolding me on my tag board. so yeah. im updating now. jap trip was fun. universal studio was okay. disneyland ROCKED. and the food they served was okay too. the teachers gave me STRESS. i will not elaborate. because i dont feel like it. and i dont want to blame them all. haha. and fine. i'll try to start updating again. and deon, germaine, shuenlin and all the other people. you dont have to JUMP DOWN MY THROAT just because i havent been updating. sheesh. and after i come back i didnt feel well. had a slight fever sore throat bad cough. x_X then on saturday. i went to zhen hui b day party. i went there at 3. and she came at 4. WTH? how can the host be 1 hour late. and later at her party i didnt feel well. so i was resting. and then SOMEONE whose name i shall not state. whacked me on the head while i was resting and they were playing whacko. it hurt like HELL. you stupid dumbass. idiot. and i know my attitude is changing. so shut up. (: and im bored. and the gift i got zhen hui and clar is the same. clar didnt go to the party so i passed it to germ who will in turn pass it to clar. and i think germ will scold me for shortening her name the wrong way. i already finished the disneyland cookies. left one more box. and i havent given out the keychains. dunno who to give to. and i know people will say give to me after they read this. i know your minds. i will NOT give it to you. im feeling tired. and bored. and tired. and i dont feel like updating. and tomorrow i have tuition. dont feel like going. hah. have been playing games. xuan yi is ACCUSING me of IGNORING her. its cause im playing my game! is it a crime to forget to change to busy once in a while? i know some of you do. and jerry im going to link you after i write finish my post. and i havent finished my reflection of teachers for the trip. GAH. i'll never finish. end of post!

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Yay. this is sooo fun. haha. i went home and fell asleep. rare occurance! at school me, reuby, xuan yi and shuen lin played cheat. we took aunteh nai's cards and he didnt even realise. haha. so dumb. nothing to do luh. i think mrs yeo is angry cause too noisy. then during pe go play with 6B. lost the matches. haha. if next time play dodgeball no need throw ball. just dance around the court dodging can alr. then let the 6B people angry. xD then afterwards i borrowed denyse's cards and clarissa joined us this time. reuben is so lousy at cheat. haha. i kept finding out when he cheated then his cards was like. getting more and more. LOUSY! dont wanna write too long. fill up with nonsense. then shuen lin will scold me for writing so long then so much rubbish also. rofl. came back and read book and play game. i discovered i have to go for japanese lessons this sat. will take the whole day. so unfair. haha. btw P6's, scouts are recruiting :D so join now. guys only. haha. i know all you girls wanna join. xD pfft. after i come P6 then is like, the week ends are non-existant. always got something on. haha. complain complain! I SUGGEST THE SCHOOL AIRCONDITIONS THE WHOLE SCHOOL! its too hot. haha. but then ltr people complain too cold. DECIDE MAN! would you rather be too cold or too hot? xD im spouting nonsense again. haha. xuan yi keeps forcing me to buy green tea for her and i just rmb shuen lin must pay $1. HAHA. end of post! nothing to say!

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